Quote of the Day

Never forget that you are one of a kind. Never forget that if there weren't any need for you in all your uniqueness to be on this earth, you wouldn't be here in the first place. And never forget, no matter how overwhelming life's challenges and problems seem to be, that one person can make a difference in the world. In fact, it is always because of one person that all the changes that matter in the world come about. So be that one person.

-Richard Buckminster Fuller

Yahoo

Well, Yahoo sent me a new password to my email that was hacked. Ive decided to get my contacts out of it and to just use my new email address from here on out. Im anxious to see if whomever changed my password also deleted my emails, etc. I dont see why they hacked it if they didnt go through my stuff. I guess Ill find out when I get home today and check it. Until next time...

EMAIL

Today my email was hacked! Someone got into it and changed my information and password, therefore I cant even reset the password. I made a new one though, but Im still mad because I lost all my contacts. I really think it was Clarissa. I dont know who else would want to do such a thing to me. She has been acting completely crazy for the past 2 weeks...telling people pointless crap about me...it just all makes sense that she would be the one to do it. Oh well though, if she is that pathetic then whatever. I wouldnt do that to someone though...Ive had that email since I was like 10 or something. That just really runs all over me. Well Im off to bed...gotta get rested up for my big activity tomorrow. Until next time...

The Weekend

So Friday night I stayed home and did nothing. Well Saturday Chelsey comes over when she gets off work and informs me that Kelly, Corey, Calvin, and the guy that I rode with on Thursday all went down to Nashville on Friday. Sometime while they were all together they stopped to eat at Taco Bell and Corey, out of the freaking blue, whips out his cell phone and reads all of the text messages that I had sent him! He had no idea that the guy I had been hanging out with the night before was sitting at the table with him! When Chelsey told me I about died! I called him and went off. I cant believe that he would have that little respect for me...to violate my privacy and read the messages that I had sent him that were meant to be private. What a loser! Im sure the three guys he was with thought that he was being a total butt when he started reading those messages. And from what I understand nothing was even said about me to bring it up...he just brought it up. Why is he always so concerned with who I am dating also? After I called him and went off, he called both Calvin and Kelly...wanting to know who it was that I was suppose to go on a date with. I just cant understand him. But anyways, last night I said my final goodbye to him. I am finished. I am no longer answering his text messages or listening to his BS when he texts me and questions the people I am talking too supposably. I cant handle it and I wont allow him to toy with my emotions. I have too much stress in my life already. Oh and another thing...well I probably shouldnt have done this but I did and oh well...it didnt hurt anything but I checked Corey's email. Well Clarissa knew that I had done this before and I think she told Corey because he started going off about that on the phone. Then I also found out that Clarissa had mentioned the same exact guys to another one of our friends that Corey had accused me of talking to one day last week...hmmm...coincidence or not? NOT! I dont know if she gave him my passwords or what but I know she told him for sure. I cant believe she was stoop that low. I know for a fact that she went on a date with a married man and I havent called that girl to let her know, have I? No, I havent...but she is barking up the wrong tree if she doesnt think I will because I am really close to going off and telling Mrs. KELLIE PEARSON that Clarissa was at the movies with her husband on SEPTEMBER 5TH!!! I let our friendship go...if she didnt want to be my friend that was fine but there was no need in her going off and telling stuff about me...especially the stuff she knew nothing about. WHAT A FREAKING PATHETIC LOSER! HOW CAN YOU BE SOMEONE'S BFF FOR ALMOST 10 YEARS AND DO THAT IMMATURE CRAP? AND SHE HAD THE NERVE TO CALL ME IMMATURE! UGGGHHH! Well enough of that, I feel somewhat better now. Its time for bed...long week ahead of me. Until next time...

Quote of the Day

"Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything."
-Muhammad Ali

The Ride

Yesterday I rode this "new guys" motorcycle...and well I discovered I wasnt into him. I just didnt feel any sort of connection and I believe, with all my heart, that when you like someone in that type of way that there is a connection or a spark as some might want to call it. I mean, I did enjoy riding the bike but I think I would have been just as satisfied riding with someone else. He was really nice just not my type. I just cant seem to get Corey out of my head. Ugh! It drives me nuts. Oh well, maybe its just best if I am alone for awhile then maybe I will find that special someone that I am meant to be with. Good things come to those who wait....or so that is what I hear. Until next time...

ATTITUDE

THE LONGER I LIVE, THE MORE I REALIZE THE IMPACT OF ATTITUDE ON LIFE. ATTITUDE, TO ME, IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN FACTS. IT IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN THE PAST, THAN EDUCATION, THAN MONEY, THAN CIRCUMSTANCES, THAN FAILURES, THAN SUCCESSES, THAN WHAT OTHER PEOPLE THINK OR SAY OR DO. IT IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN APPEARANCE, GIFTEDNESS OR SKILL. IT WILL MAKE OR BREAK A COMPANY...A CHURCH...A HOME. THE REMARKABLE THING IS WE HAVE A CHOICE EVERY DAY REGARDING THE ATTITUDE WE WILL EMBRACE FOR THAT DAY. WE CANNOT CHANGE OUR PAST...WE CANNOT CHANGE THE FACT THAT PEOPLE WILL ACT IN A CERTAIN WAY. WE CANNOT CHANGE THE INEVITABLE. THE ONLY THING WE CAN DO IS PLAY ON THE SAME STRING WE HAVE, AND THAT IS OUR ATTITUDE...I AM CONVINCED THAT LIFE IS 10% WHAT HAPPENS TO ME AND 90% HOW I REACT TO IT. AND SO IT IS WITH YOU...WE ARE IN CHARGE OF OUR ATTITUDES.